I'm once a jolly girl who always see the goodness in people, full of hope, dedicated, strong and driven in everything I do. I still have that person inside of me. But being through a series of problems, I'm having a hard time being happy again. I'm praying a lot. I'm asking for strength and wisdom. Many people would say that what I've been through is just small compared to other people. Yes it is. I'm weak but I'm trying to be strong. And one of the ways I'm doing it is through God. I know He has good plans for me. I know this is just a test and I know He loves me, so He wants me to be happy. I still believe that those people who hurt me are good people. They're just confused and they need God. I also need God. I really need to move on and just learn from the past. I really need God to remove any hatred and bitterness in my heart.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Praying and hoping
I'm once a jolly girl who always see the goodness in people, full of hope, dedicated, strong and driven in everything I do. I still have that person inside of me. But being through a series of problems, I'm having a hard time being happy again. I'm praying a lot. I'm asking for strength and wisdom. Many people would say that what I've been through is just small compared to other people. Yes it is. I'm weak but I'm trying to be strong. And one of the ways I'm doing it is through God. I know He has good plans for me. I know this is just a test and I know He loves me, so He wants me to be happy. I still believe that those people who hurt me are good people. They're just confused and they need God. I also need God. I really need to move on and just learn from the past. I really need God to remove any hatred and bitterness in my heart.
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